Saturday, December 26, 2009

Happybitter

This year is very nice moments to be treasured. I attended the dawn masses for 9 mornings and I can say that some of my wishes had come true already and others I know, I will achieve soon. I am not in a hurry but I would be surprise that one day it will all come true. My Xmas was so good with my family I haven't seen my friends just in online and talk then on mobile I do miss them really. I receive some gifts from my friends and family I am happy but I will be more happy if those what I wish will come true very soon.There are things that is not clear for me and I want to see it clearly as I can to know if it is not just a game that pass me by or just unclear mask that needs to be clear or is it an illusions that create a fancy image and wants me to ponder what it is all about. I think my wish are just simple just to have happiness with a true person I guess, I achieve some things that I can be proud of and want to expand more in what I have done. Though this year for me is not good but God did not allow me to suffer just want me to learn from my experiences. I want to leave all my heart aches all my undying sufferings and I want to embrace the new year to come.

I know, I am going to meet many players in this world many liars just to play with me but I guess they wont succeed and I know how to analyze all things and not go with the flow to become stupid...

lots of bitches
haters
jealous
etc...
in the world so don't care bout them..

I want true lover hehehe I just wish he is really deserving to me if I can set a standard to it maybe I should cos I don't want to have problems with my partner.......

If there is a store where I could buy a perfect bf I would like to buy if it is so expensive I would trade my life isn't it so sweet that i will risk my life for that special someone?...

Can anyone tell where this store located  I wanna buy heheheheh.........

If players and liars I will encounter sorry I suck in that play you will failed to win me.. maybe you win me in your dreams only.... I am not easy to like.. easy to say hard for me to prove...I only got crazy once but I won't do it again I must take this time very very slowly but surely....

Tired to talk with users and abusers very dramatic joe's!! butttttttttttt next year I will explore again and find some things that I can be more productive and to experience some things that I know, I can.....

Now my heart is in the process of scanning I must do this so I can remove unwanted fake viruses that wants to hurt me.. lol funny but I smell so fishyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! I know karma is always there...

So I let the karma do the work..  I am just in a silent mode and leave all the fake joe!!!!!!